Now, im sure many of you are probably thinking, what gives with that pic? yeah its actually me. It goes with the career choice. I am a 30 year old close protection specialist. What does that mean? Its like a bodyguard, but more high profile. And actually, I own the company I work for, so technically im the CEO lol but I still go out and work. My company has been in operation since november 2001, and we have been going strong. In june of this year, we opened a branch office, spreading ourselves more into this province, and its been awesome thus far.


I have been back and forth here. Its generally a good site, iv made some friends, dated some ppl.... and been stalked :P so, heres the basics on me. My name is Shawn, my bday is in July! :P i like to go out and do things like pubs, playing pool, sitting on patios, ya know be social and whatnot, but I also like to stay in, and cuddle... oh! oh! oh!... lookie, a MAN who likes to cuddle :P I can be a romantic with the right woman. im a firm believer that when your with someone, in a committed relationship, he/she has to be the best friend, confidante, lover, all in one package. Thats what I try for anyways.

oh, sorry... one more thing. i have been on a number of dates with various people. if your shallow, or stuck on looks even in the slightest... move on.

below, wasnt written by me but i like it, and kinda suits.

"this it to all the girls that look past the nice guys!"

I'm sorry that i bought you roses
to tell you that i like you

I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk

I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants

I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised

I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"

I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not an ***hole

I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things

I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club

I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you then just f**k you
like some random guy.

I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date

I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with another guy

I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,
but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend

I'm sorry
If I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new ***hole comes around

I'm sorry
If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work

I'm sorry that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along.

I'm sorry
If you read this and know somebody like this
but don't care But most of all

I'm sorry
For not being sorry anymore

I'm sorry
That you can't accept me for who I am

I'm sorry
I can't ever do anything right, and nothing that I do is good
enough to make it in your world.

I'm sorry
I caught your bf with another girl and told you about it, I thought that was what friends were for...

I'm sorry
That I told you I loved you and actually meant it.

I'm sorry
That I talked to you for nine hours on Thanksgiving when your bf was threatening you instead of spending time with my family.

I'm Sorry
That i cared

I'm sorry
that I listen to you at night talk about how you wish you could have done something different.

Ladies always whine and complain to their friends that there is never any good guys out there, and they always end up with ***holes who mistreat them. Well ladies next time you're complaining, maybe look up to see who you're talking to, maybe that special someone is right there hanging on your every word as usual, screaming in his head "Why won't you give me a chance?"
Because the person you are usually searching for is right by you.

If you're a guy and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry "

If You're one of the few girls with enough balls to repost, and you would never make your guy feel this way, repost as: ???To all the girls who look past the nice guys???

primarily, i want someone who will wanna join me in getting HIGH ON THE CREAM CHEASE

seriously, i want ppl to like me for me not what i do, what i can do for them or what i look like. Someone whos careing, and compassionate. someone with a good head on their shoulders, and a kick a[]ss personality, not to mention a twisted sense of humour, but knows when to be serious. someone who is career minded and indipendant. looks do not matter to me, as they fade in time, so looks cant matter to you to. i want someone whos open-minded and careing and lookign for a long term relationship.

hold on to me love
you know i can't stay long
all i wanted to say was i love you and i'm not afraid
can you hear me?
can you feel me in your arms?

holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight

ill miss the winter
a world of fragile things
look for me in the white forest
hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
i know you hear me
i can taste it in your tears

holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
closing your eyes to disappear
you pray your dreams will leave you here
but still you wake and know the truth
no one's there

say goodnight
don't be afraid
calling me calling me as you fade to black

music. As a local DJ i gotta like it, ya know?

im also passionate about my work!

OH OH OH!!! im also crazy for foamy


and my favorite thing, in which foamy rant's

or, hows about foamy's dating advice???

not to mention this game KICKS ASS!!!